Really really badly.

I know (and you know) I haven't posted for very long, like three months. I don't have any excuse for that. -.- I have shitloads of homework but I never seem to do much. I just don't show any interest in those subjects I hate. Which explains why I failed three subjects. I don't even know why I'm in 3E2. There are so many other people who deserve to be in this class and I'm clearly not one of them. I guess I'm gonna have to buck up and correct my attitude if I don't wna get demoted.

Being in a new class, there'll be new teachers. And I wouldn't say they're best teachers I've had. Especially since one teacher wouldn't explain things to us and just tell us to 'accept' it. -.- Really beneficial for our learning. And not to mention another teacher who has totally no control over the class. When we get outta control, she just makes a grumpy(guailan) face and stands doing nothing, expecting us to shut up by ourselves. Scream, bitch, scream at us!

Also, there's the new classmates. As usual, every class will always have 'queen bees', in other words, stuck-up asses. -.- It's the same this year. I'm not saying that I'll be a rebel and go against them, they're a whole clique for goodness sake, but it's definitely better to keep a low profile and stay outta their way. Don't wna get involved in conflict so early in the year now do ya.

Notice I've been complaining non-stop throughout the post and making such faces: -.-

Okay, I should be more optimistic! :) I guess two years of training have paid off. We're in the top 4 zonals! The fight for top 8 nationals is next week! More training and running.

My life is really going downhill. Bad start to 2011. I just wna escape from you (britney -.-). I hate to put up with you. You tryna please everyone is just fake. It ain't you and you know it. Remember how you ditched me and tell me I can't do the same.

I'm gna stand up for what I want. You and I both know I don't hafta obey your commands. I don't wna be pushed around and follow your 'plans'. Those innocent me-follow-you days are over. You're people I feel that I can rebel against because you don't pose a big threat to me at all. Just sayin. I've done it once and I can do it again. In fact, I already have. I just need to hold on to my pride and go for it. It's my turn to decide. :)